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Paprika ([personal profile] byakkoyagirl) wrote2012-01-11 05:03 pm

✯ Tenth Session ✯ [Voice]

Voice;

Hey folks. Sorry to interrupt all the daily fun you're having over the books, but I just want to let people know that I'm going to be off on a mission for the next week. Nothing life threatening, just reading some books on Japan's Edo Period all day long. May learn something new! Hey, if you've been on one of these researching things you should tell me how it went. Weren't too bored right?

Oh and for the New Feathers, and those who don't know me -- [She quickly takes out a pen and writes on the journal page Paprika! ] --

I work as a psychologist back home. Psychologists are people doctors so to speak, who evaluate one's psych and counsels them. That's the concise definition at least. I am particularly versed in dream therapy. So, if you have any troubles you feel like speaking over, I would be glad to help you. Confidentiality is of course the number one rule, so nothing you tell me will be aired publicly.

Oh and one more thing:

[She pauses, takes a deep breathe and then, speaking quickly-]

If Stu chews shoes, should Stu choose the shoes he chews?
If Stu chews shoes, should Stu choose the choose he shoes

--Argh, messed up again. American tongue twisters are harder than they look.
herotypical: [ snarky ; angry ; pout ] (✝ earn me a degree)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-14 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
And I'm worried. Because Jack Sparrow's been acting way wigged and I'm guessing it started when he picked up that card.

[ really, it's a feat of willful ignorance that she hadn't put the pieces together before now. jack had not made a secret of it, before hand -- the fact that he was considering contacting paprika about one particular issue. ]

Y-you don't understand. His mind...[ the pirate's temperamental psychology has long since been a source of concern for her. she wants to protect him. his mind. his heart. she wants to see that she does right by him.

she wants to look after him. ]
herotypical: [ wtf ; angry ] (✝ and told you goodbye)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-14 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
...But can you tell me how to reverse it? Fix it? The it that you can't tell me about?
herotypical: [ snarky ; angry ; sad ] (✝ we will meet you)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-14 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Look. Before he...before things changed? He told me he was thinking about -- about consulting you. About something. About a very particular some... [ one. someone ] something.

[ a strained sigh. ] I'm not gonna try and stomp all over your patient-shrink confidentiality but...but I'm worried. I'm just so -- worried.
herotypical: [ sad ; neutral ] (✝ today might slip away)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-14 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Y-you can't tell him I came to you. Asked you to come to me. Talked to you about it. Please?

[ she hugs herself and frowns at footprints in the sand. troubled. ] I want him back -- the way he was. I liked him the way he was. It's not like he was any less off-kilter but that's an off-kilter I know. L-like, even.

Love.
herotypical: [ angry ; neutral ; arms folded ] (✝ turns her voice into)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-15 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It's just...

[ she hugs herself. trying to ignore the dream around her. ] I've got this nagging feeling that whatever he had you do, he had you do it 'cause I somehow...because I didn't -- I failed him. I must've. Because the situation he considered contacting you about was...

Say nothing changes. Say he refuses? Will he ever get better? Because now, he gets this...look on his face, sometimes.
herotypical: [ sad ; angry ] (✝ mistaking lust for love)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-19 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Ch-change his mind... [ she repeats that last thought -- thoughtful, herself. ]</small Right. Okay. I can...do that.
herotypical: [ neutral ; angry ; snark ; bite me ] (✝ protège moi)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-24 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
This? Actually isn't my dream. [ but she offers an embarrassed half-laugh. dry. unhappy. ] But...sorry. I don't know how this is even supposed to work. How you work.
herotypical: [ sad ; neutral ] (✝ back into the end of harmony)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-25 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
...Part of the job. Normally, it's other Slayers' dreams. Sometimes, it's just pure omens. Predictions. Signs and hints. Clues.

[ ... ] Usually? Lucid.
herotypical: (✝ try to break a gold rule)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-01-31 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Well -- usually? The violence and the alternate time-zone tips me off when it's another Slayer's memories and not my own nightmares.
herotypical: [ happy ; snarky ; action ; lean ] (✝ pulled out the rug from under)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-02-05 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
...Yep. They've always been part of the package. With the occasional shared dream thrown in. Though -- that reminds me...
Edited 2012-02-05 01:29 (UTC)
herotypical: [ angry ; hands on hips ; arms ] (✝ more powerful)

[personal profile] herotypical 2012-02-08 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
A dream-related conundrum. See...the other thing about being a Slayer is that those inherited dreams are pretty damn important. Connection, lineage, history. Yadda yadda yadda. But I know a girl who doesn't have them. And she's here.