[Giles shakes his head.] It is me. Thanks to the Malnosso, that thing is me. It moves my body and talks with my voice and it knows absolutely everything I do.
I know exactly what is happening to me, Paprika. Can you imagine for a second just how that feels? When it's awake, we are one and the same and I know it. I just don't care. I know why I've said everything I've said, why I've done everything I've done, why I think every thought I think while I've been this way.
The only thing that's changed now is that demons really can't dream.
[Giles looks away from Paprika, up at the black sky, and he is trying very hard not to let his voice become a sob.] It hurts, and it snarls, and it murders, and it is me.
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I know exactly what is happening to me, Paprika. Can you imagine for a second just how that feels? When it's awake, we are one and the same and I know it. I just don't care. I know why I've said everything I've said, why I've done everything I've done, why I think every thought I think while I've been this way.
The only thing that's changed now is that demons really can't dream.
[Giles looks away from Paprika, up at the black sky, and he is trying very hard not to let his voice become a sob.] It hurts, and it snarls, and it murders, and it is me.
...it's tearing everything apart and it is me.